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Thursday, September 29, 2011
Make time go faster..
I just had one of those "I can't wait to meet my baby" moments. I have them a lot obviously, but laying in the bath watching him move around in there makes me want to meet the little sea creature even more. I want to see what he looks like, who he looks like, and start this whole journey. I know I'm supposed to be taking advantage of my alone time and the last moments of "freedom" but I went into this knowing what I was getting into and I just want to get there already. I know.. Be patient. Ill get there :)
Sunday, September 25, 2011
Finally an app! Thanks Google!
I'm so glad Google finally made an official app for Blogger! I rarely use an actual computer anymore and blogging from my phone was difficult due to not very supportive apps in the past! I'm excited for this new development!
(the picture has nothing to do with this post, just testing how the pictures show up from here)
(the picture has nothing to do with this post, just testing how the pictures show up from here)
Friday, September 23, 2011
Ahh the joys of doing nothing..
Actually it's a little strange so far not having a routine of sorts. I'm not complaining, definitely not looking to go back to work. My feet and back are much enjoying this break. It's just a very strange feeling knowing I don't need to be anywhere at any particular time, and providing the house is clean (my "job" at the moment) I'm free to do whatever I please.
The problem is I'm not used to this so I'm not quite sure what it is I want to do. Normally I enjoy reading or working on my paint by number or cross stitching in my free time, but as I have SO much free time it just seems silly to do those things. Like I should be doing something much more... monumental! I know this is a silly line of thought.. technically I am doing something highly monumental, I'm building a human being out of bits of bacon and fruit and cereal and whatever else I ingest throughout the day. Quite amazing really.
I keep telling myself it's only been a week.. a few more weeks and maybe I'll have a routine down, or I'll get used to not having one. Right now I'm just trying to enjoy every moment. Roughly 2 more months and my "me" time will drop significantly. Not complaining about that either! This is what I want, and I'm happy :)
The problem is I'm not used to this so I'm not quite sure what it is I want to do. Normally I enjoy reading or working on my paint by number or cross stitching in my free time, but as I have SO much free time it just seems silly to do those things. Like I should be doing something much more... monumental! I know this is a silly line of thought.. technically I am doing something highly monumental, I'm building a human being out of bits of bacon and fruit and cereal and whatever else I ingest throughout the day. Quite amazing really.
I keep telling myself it's only been a week.. a few more weeks and maybe I'll have a routine down, or I'll get used to not having one. Right now I'm just trying to enjoy every moment. Roughly 2 more months and my "me" time will drop significantly. Not complaining about that either! This is what I want, and I'm happy :)
Sunday, September 4, 2011
Can't sleep
I'm exhausted but I can't sleep, figure that one out. I finally got up after tossing and turning for over an hour, this is frustrating. I was exhausted and could barely keep my eyes open so I went to bed... and then nothing. I don't understand why this happens. My brain is getting stuck in "shutting down" mode, like a slowly crashing computer. I wish I could hold the power button down and force a shut down. Unfortunately I'm not allowed to take any sleep aids right now, being pregnant and all.
Oh well..
Oh well..
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